I wished I could do something! I wished I could help!
If I were Nan, I wished I could choose Mr Bao whose existence fi lled her. If I were mother who had experienced death, I wished I could fi nd a better way to enjoy life. If I were father, I wished I could rest for a moment of peace and contentment. If I were Mei, I wished I could have a divorce and start anew. But if I were really them, what choice would I make?